Sometimes I think to myself what is it that I want,
is it you? if its you then why am i doing all this?
is it because i miss you so much? is it cause i cant stand you and him?
Frankly speaking, i've come to a stage where nothing else matter to me
other then you, i've come to a stage that i would be really happy that you would talk to me
reply my sms, it dosen't matter what we talk or quarrel about,
I'm just dying to hear your voice, or to just see you.
Sometimes, I really don't understand you
Sometimes, I really don't understand me
You're gone now, why am i still holding on?
What is it that I see in you that makes me love you so much?
Why am I willing to forgive you even if you come back?
I really want to forget bout you,
but the only way is to enjoy myself,
but the problem is, i can't,
cause there is a major exam coming up,
and if i study, i'd think of you!
You see where this is going?
Am I at fault?
Did I bring all this to myself?
Why is it so hard to move on?
Actually, if you're willing to be my friend,
i'd try my best not to talk about the both of us,
I guess that's the only way I can hear your voice.
I don't mind you doing all this to me, i'll forgive everything you've done
and I hope you'll do the same too. I just want to be your friend.
Dear Lord, please help me end this terrible misery that i'm in now
I find that nothing I do now would actually help in the relationship
between me and her, I'm just praying for a miracle to happen.
I'm really counting on you Lord. I love the both of you.
GabrielL.