Why am I still holding on?
Here's why..
When I looked through the photos of You and Michelle,
it already made me want to cry. I really missed those smiles
that we shared when we were together.
Its every little thing that you do really makes me want to just Hug you
I've never felt like this before, its really too hard for me to let go.
I just don't understand, I don't understand you, I don't understand me.
The thought of leaving you has never once crossed my mind
When you decided to leave me, everything came crashing down on me
You, your friends, my friends, my mom and everyone else
You felt this "Special Love".
Do you know that i was the one feeling like that this the whole time when i'm with you?
Do you know that when I went for OBS, and when I kinda miss home
I talk to you, it made me feel like there's nothing to worry about,
you'll be there for me when i'm done,
there is this night where I failed to call you, and i fell asleep? remember?
I woke up at around 4 am it was dark, but i ran all the way across the whole
camp just to get my phone so that i could call you, well you were asleep at that time.
After i've talked to you it made my heart really at ease you know?
When we were together, I have never told you about how special
and precious to me, I know there are times that I neglected you,
but i somehow did cheer you up when we were at home
we'll be laughing and playing around in my room.
I know we spent most of out time at home, because I like being alone with you,
When we talked in out own language where no one would understand
what we're talking, and it's those times that we're alone at home
I treasure the most!
Did I give up on you after I hear about all your happenings?
About how Randy asked you to be his GF in the letter?
I actually thought that I didn't had the chance with you.
To me at that time 8 months was already veryyyy long.
But did I give up? In the end, we spent almost 1 year plus together.
I didn't expect my Love for you to have gone so deep,
Loving you was the greatest thing I ever did.
But..
You just took my heart looked at it and then push it down in to the HEART SHREDDER.
Maybe I wasn't the one that would read you blog everyday,
but you sure was in my heart every second of the day
you don't have to worry about me not reading your blog,
cause I now do it almost everyday, I even check my mails to see
if you've updated your blog, you just got to see
how after all this i would still be able to be so close to you
your facebook and your blog.
Loving you isn't some easy task.
She loves me no more )):
Sigh. Back to my Wishful thoughts when I didn't had you.
I Love You ):
Here's why..
When I looked through the photos of You and Michelle,
it already made me want to cry. I really missed those smiles
that we shared when we were together.
Its every little thing that you do really makes me want to just Hug you
I've never felt like this before, its really too hard for me to let go.
I just don't understand, I don't understand you, I don't understand me.
The thought of leaving you has never once crossed my mind
When you decided to leave me, everything came crashing down on me
You, your friends, my friends, my mom and everyone else
You felt this "Special Love".
Do you know that i was the one feeling like that this the whole time when i'm with you?
Do you know that when I went for OBS, and when I kinda miss home
I talk to you, it made me feel like there's nothing to worry about,
you'll be there for me when i'm done,
there is this night where I failed to call you, and i fell asleep? remember?
I woke up at around 4 am it was dark, but i ran all the way across the whole
camp just to get my phone so that i could call you, well you were asleep at that time.
After i've talked to you it made my heart really at ease you know?
When we were together, I have never told you about how special
and precious to me, I know there are times that I neglected you,
but i somehow did cheer you up when we were at home
we'll be laughing and playing around in my room.
I know we spent most of out time at home, because I like being alone with you,
When we talked in out own language where no one would understand
what we're talking, and it's those times that we're alone at home
I treasure the most!
Did I give up on you after I hear about all your happenings?
About how Randy asked you to be his GF in the letter?
I actually thought that I didn't had the chance with you.
To me at that time 8 months was already veryyyy long.
But did I give up? In the end, we spent almost 1 year plus together.
I didn't expect my Love for you to have gone so deep,
Loving you was the greatest thing I ever did.
But..
You just took my heart looked at it and then push it down in to the HEART SHREDDER.
Maybe I wasn't the one that would read you blog everyday,
but you sure was in my heart every second of the day
you don't have to worry about me not reading your blog,
cause I now do it almost everyday, I even check my mails to see
if you've updated your blog, you just got to see
how after all this i would still be able to be so close to you
your facebook and your blog.
Loving you isn't some easy task.
She loves me no more )):
Sigh. Back to my Wishful thoughts when I didn't had you.
I Love You ):