Pamela why do I feel so useless and hopeless? I really need you so badly beside me right now loh.
It's as though I traded my life for you and now I really cannot forget about you I really don't know why? I really need your help I would really appreciated you listen to how I have been for this pass few months I have so much to tell you, but you don't seem to even care even if I'm dead or alive.I really feel like ending all this right now. I really find now reason in carrying on living this life that i have which is so miserable and as every day pass i don't see any of this getting better.
I guess the only way to solve this unsolvable problem of mine is to just to kill myself.
OR you could just love me like once you did and i'll love you more than anything else in the world.
I gave you my heart but you broke it in two.
Who is going to save my soul now?
I really regretted having known you, now that i've done so I can't let you go